Because there is so much...Beauty

- it's hard to stay pissed for too long.
Luckily for you.
I really did unnerve you there, didn't I? Hehe. Well, you can relax now. Because for some reason, I am ludicrously happy. Filled to the maximum with glee and buzzing enthousiasm! Whoohoo! Look out world, I no longer have control over my facial muscles!
I don't really know why.
No, I lie. I do.
I came back from Stockholm on Monday evening, and when I opened my eyes on Tuesday, I couldn't believe what joyous sight met my weary orbs. Strange things happened in this little place in my absence.
It's spring!
And as a solar powered being, I pick up on these things like a moth to a flame. Quite literally. And although I still need to shift large amounts of mental labour over Easter ("Beware! It's quite a shitload"), I seem to have stopped caring. No stress. Life is good. Too good to worry.
The sun is shining, the sky is blue...I can finally see where I am. The snow is melting slowly, hopefully the grass will soon turn to green (as it's currently a weird brown mass that has been sadly trampled into submission). I can nearly smell the sea, although it will still be a while before the trees will start developing leaves and the famous rose bushes will start budding and blooming. But, I did hear a bird! Warranted, it was only one bird, but still. Why, even if the avian population on this island were to consist of merely one specimen, that wouldn't faze me in my current state. I jump with joy nonetheless.
I mean, it's even warming up! It must be, like what, 6 degrees centigrade outside? Hold on, I might get uncomfortably hot if this thing keeps up...I already have visions of dripping out of the plane in Amsterdam, unable to keep my solid form that must now be compiled of at least 1 part ice to 5 parts of flesh and bone.
Guess something must be thawing my cold demeanor...
Feels like a little child has awakened inside of my chest that has no patience whatsoever and leaves no attempt unused to jump out regardless of the fact that there is a body surrounding it.

And what do you do when you are feeling sickeningly positive? Why, listen to Jurassic 5 of course.

God I love spring.